Humid

Unlatch me, catch and return me
scales, underbitten and in the flesh
A real guest of honor.
Crumpled shirts creased,
A Western hanging for
Black hats. Barn door closets
Open and craving smart suits.
Drawers devoid of life,
Almost empty except
Gideon’s guide book —
The Special Edition
With tourist maps all

Pointing north at heaven.

City of the mourning,
New Orleans. Crowning delta
Below the Mississippi
Yawning maw of God’s gulf,
Inhumane with heat and Sunday
Revival tents wailing
Bodies flailing fall
Into hands holding healing swords.
Flashing off for good now
Our red light died a slow
Death of the reception’s
Nightly cries passing.
I lift the receiver to hang
So lifelessly in my hand

In place of a revolver.

I paid for a view not a single window
Dirty false balconies
Overlooking rooftops and
A city-brown river.
Lime junkets float down under
The bridge of my nose.
Hangover sweat on sweet
Silk sheets of honey, carts
Of cigars and molten cherries
Jubilee. Bananas
Charles Foster Kane,
I believed in his full name. He

Came from nothing, too.

Ilene

Female. East coast transplant living in the Bay Area of California. Living with Stage IV breast cancer. Married to the coolest guy in the universe who occasionally suffers from serious depression. Love my stepsons, although I never thought I'd have that thankless job - ever! And my best friend Simon is also my cat. How I have survived with stage IV: treatments including chemo and surgery; palliative oncology; tenacity; a dark sense of humor; support groups; and my newly reinvented career as a vintage and antiques maven. Some days I miss the old me who led a well respected and well paid life as a business strategist in high tech. So much for that. I blog to simply share my experiences and my poetic approach with others who have cancer of any kind or with their care givers and those who love them. If one person at the very least finds a little commonality or a friend out in the ether tor a smile, a common nod about this experience, or even a link to assistance, then I have accomplished a small but extraordinarily meaningful goal. Go team.

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