I Judge Myself through Love

 

Every morning, in peace and with the new day upon me, I am thankful for receiving all the love in my life. For even the most radical scientists at the end of their physical lives among  us, individually agreed that love makes us human and matters above all else. God, however  you may define the hand that moves the universe, the great architect as my husband calls god, moves us through love. So I share with you my daily prayer, mantra, ritual sayings, reading, or whatever you would choose to call such a thing. It’s words that represent who I am through my strong belief in forgiveness an through forgiveness, love.

Do not measure self worth in the sum of your mistakes,
Nor in the total of your accomplishments.
Do not allow the weight of the past to drag you back,
Choose forgiveness and receive the gift of the present.
You are the sum of all the love you feel,
And love can only exist where there is faith.
To allow forgiveness is to allow love,
The universe’s light and gift to you.

Your spirit gains no interest by receiving material gifts,
Nor by the amount of currency spent on expendable tangibles.
Inflation of the ego does not measure your self value,
Through receiving something artificially expensive.
Become humble through the joy of giving,
And accept immeasurable gifts from the heart with radiant humility.

Do not cause fear in others through shame,
Fear turns the soul into an empty well.
If you look for truth in fear, the enemy of faith,
You then become your own enemy.
Fear extinguishes love,
Forgiveness enlightens the spirit to love.

Fear shrouds insight and blinds you from truth.
The light of forgiveness shines brightly on love.
Sin lives in darkness wedded to fear,
But insight and forgiveness absolve us from sin.
Search for truth in love and spirit in divine giving,
Give way to the immeasurable light of love,
Allow faith to guide you in lightness and in peace,
All gifts of the knowable present radiate,
And then you fear nothing, not even tomorrow.

Ilene

Female. East coast transplant living in the Bay Area of California. Living with Stage IV breast cancer. Married to the coolest guy in the universe who occasionally suffers from serious depression. Love my stepsons, although I never thought I'd have that thankless job - ever! And my best friend Simon is also my cat. How I have survived with stage IV: treatments including chemo and surgery; palliative oncology; tenacity; a dark sense of humor; support groups; and my newly reinvented career as a vintage and antiques maven. Some days I miss the old me who led a well respected and well paid life as a business strategist in high tech. So much for that. I blog to simply share my experiences and my poetic approach with others who have cancer of any kind or with their care givers and those who love them. If one person at the very least finds a little commonality or a friend out in the ether tor a smile, a common nod about this experience, or even a link to assistance, then I have accomplished a small but extraordinarily meaningful goal. Go team.

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